When Tristan pushed himself up sometime later a cool breeze was swaying the tall heather. He looked back the way he’d come to orient himself only to frown. The peaked roof was not where he expected against the dimming sky, nor when he turned every way looking for the massive dark house. Surely, he hadn’t walked that far? But it was gone, replaced by gentle waves of heather and bilberry.
Tristan felt the cold wind bite harder now as he searched the horizon for his uncle’s house. Now shivering, he regretted splashing in the puddles and streams before and the mud weighing down the legs of his trousers. Without the house at his back Tristan did not know his direction or how to continue his trek, which he was no longer sure he wanted to do. Now the fire back in his room and the comforting novel he’d hidden in his trunk to read several times over seemed adventure enough.
While nervous about the missing house and the darkening sky, Tristan did not let himself dwell on his predicament. As his tutors and governess reminded him—Tristan was now eight and expected to conduct himself as a young and respectable gentleman in all situations. This required bravery, thought Tristan, and he firmed his jaw accordingly and decisively chose a direction.
Tristan walked for a long time, though he could only guess how long from the setting sun and softening dusk sky. At the top of each small hill he stood upon his toes and hoped to see the black silhouette of the imposing house. But each rise disappointed and Tristan began to wonder if he had stumbled into a world that entirely consisted of wicked brambles and overgrown heather.
In the dark it became hard to see. More thorns tore at his clothes and tripped him until his hands were scratched and bleeding from catching himself against the ground. At one point when sliding down a rise he skidded into an unseen creek. He cried out in shock at the cold splash that soaked him up to his shirt. Tristan picked himself up and promptly began to tremble from the icy wind against his wet clothes.
He did not know how long he walked, only that the heavy feeling in his stomach grew as the sky became a deep fathomless color and the wind got colder. Tristan realized he may not be able to find the house even if it was there—its walls could be just over the next hill but in the dark he would never see it. Tristan heard a whimper escape his throat and was grateful that no one else was around to hear it, until the implications of that settled in and Tristan wondered if he might be lost for good.
He might have sat down then, given into dread or maybe tried to find some sort of shelter against the night, but a light winked to life against the black backdrop of moor and sky. Tristan jumped to his feet, staring as if it might shudder out if he blinked. For a moment he thought it might be a distant window of the house, but it bobbed in the dark and Tristan could see the pale, almost white, illumination shine off the leaves and stalks of the moor.
“Hullo?” Tristan called, already sliding down and then up the bank towards the strange light. As he approached, it withdrew. Tristan scrambled faster, unwilling to let the beacon fade and leave him alone. “No, please – hullo, do you know where the manor is?”
There was no answer.
It matched his pace, drawing him in its direction but not letting him get close. Tristan thought for a moment of the stories he’d heard of will o’ wisps that led travelers into bogs and other terrible fates.
The crisp light began to drift away and Tristan stumbled after in a panic, wherever it was leading him it couldn’t be worse than being caught in this inky sea of moorland. Tristan pushed himself, intent on staying out of the dark. Throat burning in the cold air he crashed through brambles and vaulted a rotting log. Tristan spun around a wall of heather to blink at the now bright light. He’d caught up.
The light was a lantern. It was held by a man. Tristan almost stumbled back, but the lantern-holder was already moving again. “Wait!” Tristan lunged after the man but the stranger’s shined leather shoes had no problem navigating the thorns and brush even as Tristan, mud-soaked and exhausted, had to clamor up and struggle for every step.
“Wait, please I just—” Tristan’s foot caught on a root and he fell to his hands with a hiss. Ahead the lantern bobbled on its way, its crisp light shining off the clean black shoes.
Tristan pushed himself up again only to see the lantern was a speck up on the next rise, its light creating a seam between the earth and the sky. Then it was gone and the world was just stretching blackness again.
Dread settled over Tristan as the silence of the expanse did.
A voice interrupted the quiet. “Tristan!”, it called hoarsely. From beyond and farther, more voices were calling his name. A steady glow began to rise from the curve of the hill. Tristan realized he was just staring and forced his tired legs to move.
“Here!” He called out to them, but they were already coming over the rise. Two men with torches, one of which Tristan recognized as the bearded Mr. Morris in the firelight. The stable keeper pushed his torch at the other man hustled down the slope, sliding to meet Tristan. His boots were caked with mud like Tristan’s were.
Mr. Morris knelt and took Tristan’s shoulder with a rough hand, his eyes searching for wounds or something else. “Yer alright?” he asked, his normally ruddy face slack.
Tristan could only nod, shaken and surprised by the sudden rescue. The moors were just as dark as before outside their trembling circle of torches. Mr. Morris shook his head, “consarn it, lets get you home.” He watched Tristan take two shaky steps and blew out a breath. Mr. Morris picked the boy up before Tristan could fall.
As the stable keeper carried him up the slope, Tristan twisted to look back at the moors. He didn’t see the lantern or its strange keeper, but he remembered the clean black shoes in that crisp white light. Tristan shivered and could not stop until they reached the manor where he was hustled inside with a great fuss.